Due to two recent digital losses, death [hopefully just coma] & abduction [possibly criminal], of two massive life's worth storage devices juuuuust after a traumatic I'm-one-year-older day, I'm wondering: what have I done? I didn't sketch a resume-esque timeline chart to answer this question, but I have scrounged through whatever's held tight in my sole storage system. Ol' Lenovo.
I am doing things, sometimes. & Never finishing them, ever.
Just on this computer, I'm formally committed to four books, one children's book, and one digital transcription of another's book (project Grandpa). This is all in addition to other undertakings: loads of underdeveloped, morbid greeting cards, fantastic, imaginary collage series, pre-pre-pre sketches for [never]eventual oil masterpieces, and multiple-journal scratches of brilliant, bus revelations (thank you Seoul Metro & Portland rain).
I'm a fish...laying eggs...loads of them...hoping one, just one, survives.*
In an attempt to prove my worthiness and ability to finish something (and sacrifice my own blood in the process)
I give you: Fish Eggs, may one survive.
*I'll pretend the eggs don't need to be fertilized first, as I am an independent (obviously aesexually reproducing) woman.
I am doing things, sometimes. & Never finishing them, ever.
Just on this computer, I'm formally committed to four books, one children's book, and one digital transcription of another's book (project Grandpa). This is all in addition to other undertakings: loads of underdeveloped, morbid greeting cards, fantastic, imaginary collage series, pre-pre-pre sketches for [never]eventual oil masterpieces, and multiple-journal scratches of brilliant, bus revelations (thank you Seoul Metro & Portland rain).
I'm a fish...laying eggs...loads of them...hoping one, just one, survives.*
In an attempt to prove my worthiness and ability to finish something (and sacrifice my own blood in the process)
I give you: Fish Eggs, may one survive.
*I'll pretend the eggs don't need to be fertilized first, as I am an independent (obviously aesexually reproducing) woman.
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